I can't really explain what happened today. It was supposed to be a fun day for me to venture out at 4am to drive to an EMS conference 3 hours away to learn about the whiles of emergency medicine with like-minded service providers. I look forward to conferences and seminars and other various classes. So, why, today, did I find myself in my truck half-way through an afternoon session, shaking uncontrollably and fighting off tears?
